i can't be a true ... friend, so, i disappear, i can't be a true sibling, so, i disappear, i can't be a faithful lover, so, i disappear, i can't be a loyal worker, so, i disappear, i couldn't be a follower, so, i disappeared, couldn't be a good parent, so, they disappeared, couldn't be a civil provider, so, you disappeared, didn't hold yourself accountable for those sins, that's when your ghost appears, demons running around playing musical chairs, misery moves in pairs, life