ghost in the mirror ...

i can't be a true ... friend,

so, i disappear,

i can't be a true sibling,

so, i disappear,

i can't be a faithful lover,

so, i disappear,

i can't be a loyal worker,

so, i disappear,

i couldn't be a follower,

so, i disappeared,

couldn't be a good parent,

so, they disappeared,

couldn't be a civil provider,

so, you disappeared,

didn't hold yourself accountable for those sins,

that's when your ghost appears,

demons running around playing musical chairs,

misery moves in pairs,

life ain't fair,

why i come off like i don't care,

earth has become a hellish affair,

had to put my hands round the neck of fear,

i've tolerated more than we can bare,

smiles fake like veneers,

outgrown my delinquent peers,

avoided salary slavery to pay the life's fare,

[ball was life, i had to grow a pair] ...

so, i disappear ..!.

there's nothing to fear,

you just have to face the ghost in da mirror!!!