life, thrives off of believers, gangs, thrive because of followers, influencers, thrive off of followers, politicians, thrive off of follower's dollars, companies, profit off of followers, religions, thrive off of followers, hate, thrives off of followers, drugs, MANipulates its users, swimming in depth wit bottom feeders, we are treading in choppy waters, conspiracy theories create followers, your belief was built off of followers, many things thrive off of followers, capita

i can't be a true ... friend, so, i disappear, i can't be a true sibling, so, i disappear, i can't be a faithful lover, so, i disappear, i can't be a loyal worker, so, i disappear, i couldn't be a follower, so, i disappeared, couldn't be a good parent, so, they disappeared, couldn't be a civil provider, so, you disappeared, didn't hold yourself accountable for those sins, that's when your ghost appears, demons running around playing musical chairs, misery moves in pairs, life

random, relatable, risqué... i ain't goto to church to pray and shit, i went to frolic, and prey on chick's, avoided all the weekend worriers politics, took notes and admired the guest speakers herding tactics, mesmerizing lyrical mathematics, a gift to gab the spiritual magic... finger popping while we prayin, chant songs of soloman sayings, biblical pimp wasn't playin, da most naive beings are in religions, legions of souls lost seeking a mentor, spiritual unions pyramid sc

america is this matrix tower of babal... are we addicted to religions? or beliefs? are you addicted to religion? or beliefs? if so, why? religion was just a vessel for spiritual enlightenment [like a supplement], turned into an addiction of belief almost more dangerous than illicit drugs [moral indoctrination], it feels like religious institutions manipulate the essence of spirituality to corrupt the soul for "higher" goals, whatever that may be... money, power, control, syst

[cowardism] i'd rather die a hero, than live like a coward! ego bruised? so, you call your crew, so, you won't lose? can't defend yourself from your foes solo? because deep down in your soul, you a bitch ass hoe? if it wasn't for that shit you hold, you couldn't go toe to toe, no mercy with every blow, my fist or illusive flow, these waves come in rows, cleverly unpredictable, pettiness i chose, from the concrete this blak rose grows, snaps of da pros, legendary gifts, i'm

what's your definition of cheating? i've had some thoughts about cheating over the years... is it "ok" depending on the "circumstances"? "grown folk don't cheat, they have rendezvous or "participate" in sexual exercises for health purposes". everybody has their own pov of what cheating is, there are levels to this shit, ever heard of an "open relationship"? because we fucking don't make us a couple, don't assume, confirm, we just in a situationship, no strings attached just e

we're not born gifted, we're born to find our gifts, to be top tier, you have to have a mindset of no fear! the other day i was reading some news & statistics, [mental exercise] and a few light bulbs lit up in my head... imagine, if we separated the world, nations, country, or states, by any of these following concepts in reality... contributor vs complainers which one are you? action vs words which one do you do? let's blindly visualize an existence, where "laws" set bound

to tackle the future!!! hiatus entry... "when life gives you lemons, learn how to make products from lemons to profit from losses, turn setbacks into steps towards success!" time to turn goals into gold... i needed to take a brief hiatus, didn't want to but had to tackle a few issues, life dealt me some cards and i had to learn how to play my hand, had to find balance between my personal and professional identities, so i can harness my desires and manifest my visions. finding

i've come to the conclusion that walking is therapy for me, so is exploring life after 2020... i'm on a roll and its holiday season, all the sheeple are out and the wolves are on the prowl, stay sharp don't be a target... driving can be stressful, but walking thru the zity can be a pain in the ass too, many environmental health risks lurking, so many obstacles, hurdles that hinders us from effectively navigating thru the zity stress free... let me list a few of the many encou

welcome all, thanks for entertaining my random thoughts, glad to have you here browsing my blog, hopefully you're getting a kick out of it, we all need a distraction that's not "an agenda" or politically motivated jargon, we appreciate the luv!!! the title might be a bit confusing, however here comes the context to develop your own opinion, on my random quest, i've encounter a lot of situations, heard many complaints & compliments, witness hysterical behavioral pattens and so

"i respect those that respect the street, i don't respect those that abuse the privilege!" - wax - diving straight in, not in the mood for salutations, yet we appreciate your distracted attention... honestly, fuck all this gentrification debate shit, let's focus on community culture rehabilitation, we all are affected if the system is infected with unchecked ignorance, our streets are starting to resemble a low budget horror movie, we're the butt of jokes, memes, even the rat

wish i knew that answer, but we've got to wait 12 months to find out! happy new year!

use.d [united states of excuse : a dystopian pov] * welcome to excuse, the united states of excuse, a dystopia, where the citizens are used or useless, like cattle in the fields as currency, green pasture equates the power of money, signed a power of attorney, now tradable commodities, branded a number by greedy pettitians policies, only the strong will survive after they poisoned the supply chain, with propaganda & pillosophy, the trap houses are the pharmacy, bribed trusted

damned if you do, damned if you don't, love the hating, attention & complaining, however, this is the greatest zity, we stay reigning ..!. your entitled to your opinions, yet let's deal in facts, not feelings look at your city attractions, then look at what yours is doing can't compare, you just fans observing, ain't nobody flocking to your streets like they do ours, keep making excuse yet gives us our flowers, it takes shit to be successful, we're resiliently flaw'd opportun

the title speaks for itself, "normalize being courteous, even if you got to embarrass folk, respectfully!?!" hey random readers, visitors, curious minds out there in digital space, welcome, welcome, i might not acknowledge you every post, but i appreciate all you that take time out to entertain my thoughts... let's get random [as always, let me paint the scene] i was on a bus, afternoon rush hour time and it was hot outside [august time], when the weather is like that, it see

freedom of speech is a thing, right? ok with the current climate, i'm truly confused about everything... so, i'm free to voice my opinion, diplomatically? simpathetic & politely, blah blah, but, if you're forcing it upon others, that's another thing, so, 💭 freedom of speech is a "right"? and your opinion is sort of a "privilege"? for the simple-minded folk out there, just another example, maybe your unaware of, is "driving" a "privilege", or is a "right"? before you utilize

{random.in.da.city} i made it up... a compilation of memories i've experienced over time combined into words i developed into a random blog, chronicling thoughts of my journey. let's see if i can make this long summary short and useful! welcome random readers, i appreciate y'all entertaining my thoughts mashed into some words for you to understand my random, relatable, risqué life. i've been told for years that i should start a blog ["pre social media addiction era"], because